Thursday, October 13, 2016

...and fade to black...

Life seems to move in cycles- relationships evolve, sometimes to the good, and sometimes not. Right now I'm on the nadir of one of those cycles and I just want to hide under my bed and cry.

When people get over you, and especially when they discard you, it's not easy. I tend to not simply pick myself apart- I'm never quite finished until I've thoroughly eviscerated myself. Maybe it's time for heavier meds...I don't know...

My world just keeps contracting. Somewhere down the line it will be a pinprick, and then it will blink out entirely. I don't think anyone will miss me all that much.